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Monday, May 8th, 2006
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4:33 pm - Stolen from annie to combat boredom and avoid study.
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Name 13 people off the top of your head without reading the next bit
1.Annie
2.Jade
3.Simon
4.Gemma
5.Jacob
6.Shane
7.Gemma
8.Claire
9.Mike
10.Nadia
11.Julie
12.Tom
13.Sebastian
How did you meet 10?
At a New Found Glory gig, well them or a similar band. She invited me to stay at her house that night and I knew I was onto a winner.
What would you do if you had never met 1?
Have a constant feeling that their was something missing from my life, but never know why
What would you do if 6 and 1 dated?
wonder how that ever came about
Would 11 and 2 make a good couple?
Yeah I reckon they'd be great together. An they do both have lesbian tendencies
Is 13 colourful?
Not bright colourful, kind of earthy colourful
Do you think 12 is cute?
yeah in an insanely tall and drunken kind of a way.
Tell me something about number 1?
She sings pretty
How do you know 8?
I live with her. She came to a BBQ once and loved it so much she had to move in
What's 7's favorite color?
Pink
What language does number 9 speak?
German and english, but he doesn't understand my version of english
Cool fact about 2:
She's really not that cool. Just likes people to think she is
Who is 4 going out with?
No-one
What does 3 do for a living?
Nothing. He just sits about the house all day and the pub all night.
Would you ever date 10?
Yes I'd love to.
Would you ever live with 1?
I think I would yes. Would be mighty interesting and intertaining, though may lead to some kind of liver failure.
Is 11 single?
yes
Where does number 7 live?
Bangor
What do you think about 6?
he's a rather amusing young irish dumbass
What is the coolest thing about 11?
her ability to keep a straight face while telling outlandish lies to strangers
What's the best thing about no 3?
He buys me lots of booze. Yes I'm a horrible person, he'd kill me if he read that. HAHAHAHA
What's the best thing you've ever done with 5?
erm that would be telling
Do you love 1?
Very much
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| Friday, April 28th, 2006
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7:16 pm - My brain hurts.
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I have been up for way to many hours. Did a redbull fuelled all-nighter to finish a report and then just before lunchtime when it was due in saved one of my friends reports over the top of it. Woops.
I had been trying to pinch some of the maths bits I hadn't done and then his was called the same thing and my brain was fried and I wiped mine.
aarrghh
Nearly handed it in as well. Is it plagerism if it still has the other persons name on it. That would have been quite amusing if I'd been kicked out of uni for it. or not.
anyway.
more redbull and its almost done now. meh
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| Monday, March 13th, 2006
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4:31 pm - Sobriety
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I've not really been doing much at all of late.
I have no money being the reason.
But on the plus side it is making me more motivated about my course. Previously I wanted to be really into my course. I thought it would be good fun to be so, but really I was in the pub 5 nights a week and smoking daily. Sometimes when I was wasted I would start talking about how cool my course was man, however I didn't actually know anything I was meant to.
I did want to learn, but I was constantly too fucked to actually get round to sorting it out and cutting down on the vices.
Lack of funding has sobered me up though. Quite literally
Yes go team me I've actually been going to lectures and understanding what they're about.
I shall endeavour to keep this up.
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| Thursday, January 19th, 2006
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6:55 pm
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Argh.
It's exam time and I don't know enough and my brain just won't concentrate on study. Dear me.
I went to Dublin on Saturday though, it was wonderful fun. I'd been dragged out friday night under the pretence of going to VX but ended up in Cemaes Bay at Ryan's cousins house.
I said to Claire in the pub
"I don't want to go to Cemaes, come to VX, I would not have come out if I'd known everyone was gonna bugger off elsewhere"
and she shushed me and bought a bottle of wine
"I can't be bought off with a bit of wine you know" said I.
and she got a couple of shots and gave me a Camel
Sure enough an hour later we were on a bus trailing across the island. It was quite fun, just sat up smoking and drinking too much. Ryan had some fishermans course in Holyhead the next day so me an Claire got the bus with him and got off at the ferry port.
might as well go to Ireland then we thought.
Unfortunatly we had just missed a ferry and so had to spend five hours in the beautiful and exciting place that is holyhead, but eventually we made it onto the ferry
and I'm bored of writting this now, I'll prolly finish it later
current mood:  listless
current music: Goldfrapp - black cherry
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| Friday, December 23rd, 2005
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5:02 pm - Idlewild
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Went to see Idlewild last night. It was really amazin man, good shit. Went with my wee bro and all of his mates. Deborah was there that I was friends with in school, she is still as much of a cutie as ever, and still as drunk.nice
Went to ABC after and met Annie and Lucie and Jen and had a boogie, fun times, I told Annie I'd decided on Ian, then talked lots about Rich and confused myself. HA well.
fook its nearly christmas!
current mood:  tired
current music: Jans Lekman - I saw her in the anti-war demonstration
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| Monday, December 5th, 2005
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5:36 pm
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I wrote a big fat entry about a week ago about how I'm much happier and relaxed and less stressed than I've been in a while, but then my computer crashed and so I never updated(note though that I didn't swear at it and storm off slamming doors - so what I was saying can't have been total bollocks). Yes woo go me I'm all jolly and chilled out, I'm even going to bake cookies for everyone on my course, though they may think I'm crazy. I made cookies the other day, but they were special ones. Gemma had a sore throat and couldn't smoke so I offered to bake and discovered that I am a cookie making genius - oh yes they were wonderful.
Anyway the other news on my non-existent post was that I met a pretty boy and I was quietly excited about it. He is rather nice, I'm not sure, I may have acquired a......boyfriend oo er
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| Thursday, November 24th, 2005
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2:21 pm - by golly its been fookin ages since I wrote anything in here.
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I WENT TO SEE THE DECEMBERISTS!!!
it was ace and it was an excuse to come to glasgow and see folk and get a bitty mashed.
I went to the gig with my wee brother and his mate and it was amazin, quite possibly the best gig I've ever been to. Then I went to the Garage which was a little odd as I'd not been in so long, but I think it was actually marginally better than it used to be.
Then I stayed at Roy and Dannys and got up way too early so I could catch my bus to ...MANCHESTER where I spent all day in the art gallery. It was quite good, I was playing in the kids interactive bit just by myself for about 2 hours, hehe.
And then Claire arrived. And lo we did go to the pub. and somehow Claire managed to meet someone she knew who said he would take our suitcases and weed back to his house while we went to the music box to watch CLAP YOUR HANDS SAY YEAH! Off we trundled me being a bit too merry to fully aknowledge the fact I was giving a random guy I'd just met the vast majority of my belongings and waving him off on a bus into the depths of Manchester, but well thats how it happened, we went to the gig and it was jolly good fun.
At the end Claire as usual started talking to some pretentious looking blokes and before I knew what was happening they had taken our pictures and asked what we thought of the gig, now I said something quite gay, I don't recall what and the bloke started writing it down. It would seem that they were from NME doing a gig review. "Oh wait" I said "I can say something much cooler than that, really"
"Ok" he said "on you go" it was then I realised that alas I can not and quite probably never will say anything cool and so we left to find our luggage.
After a slightly hazardous bus journey we did find where -Louie lived and he had not stollen our things but allowed us to stay over at his house, so we cracked open a bottle of wine, stuck on a pizza and left extremely bleary eyed for the 6 o'clock train home.
BANGOR
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| Monday, October 24th, 2005
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3:53 pm - October : An over view
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I like my new course.
I've worked and I've slacked. And been up mountains
I've been drunk, I've been sober and I've been stoned.
I've danced and I've fallen over.
I've made new friends and I've been homesick.
Mostly I've been skint and a bit of a harsh bitch
its been fun
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| Monday, September 12th, 2005
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5:23 pm
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 | You scored as Sirius Black. You are a gifted wizard and very loyal to your allegiance. Whilst you have a big heart and care very much about those around you, you can be a little arrogant and reckless at times.
Sirius Black | | 70% | Severus Snape | | 65% | Remus Lupin | | 65% | Harry Potter | | 60% | Ginny Weasley | | 60% | Albus Dumbledore | | 60% | Draco Malfoy | | 60% | Ron Weasley | | 55% | Hermione Granger | | 55% | Lord Voldemort | | 50% | </td>
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Yus I love old Sirius Black :)
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| Wednesday, August 31st, 2005
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2:42 pm
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Monday was a rather fantastic day.
I had become ever so bored of sitting about my house moaning about having nothing to do, so I decided to go for a wander.
I went into town and trooped about the charity shops. I bought two dresses and a book. One of the dresses is kind of burberry, but it's kewl - honest.
Then as I was leaving the last shop I bumped into this guy Dave that I know and went round to his for a cup of tea.
Continuing my wander I left and headed for the pier where I met Benson and um I have no idea how to spell his name but I guess it sounds like de-wee. Anyway. I went and got a nice pint of ale and lay out on the grass in the sunshine. It was well nice and then because I had said I had nothing to smoke when I was leaving Benson gave me a few little buds. Yey!
On continuing on up the hill I had a big inane grin on my face due to the fuzzing effects of the ale and the anticipation of the weed in my pocket. I called in at my work to say hi to Marion and she persuaded me to stay and have a pint as it was quiet and she was bored.
Eventually I left, but popped my head round the door of the yellow pub on walking home and low and behold I knew folk in there and so I ended the day at about three in the morning having a smoke with Dave after being out and a bout all day and even going to a club for a dance.
I should really go out wandering more if this is how it turns out.
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| Thursday, August 25th, 2005
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2:51 pm - forget all you know........or think you know
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Willow was on the other night. It was great. I was reading the paper and saw it had been on and started whining at Dave "Oh no I missed Willow, theres never anything on I want to watch and there was and I missed it this is terrible Dave, terrible"(Dave dosn't really mind me constantly moidering him - I hope) and then he said "you do realise this is tuesday dont you?" And it was and I hadn't missed it. Wonderful
Anyway thats not the point, the point is um....
I'm coming home on the 4th. Woo
for a week! or so!
1) When I was a kid after school I: Played football
2) This one time when I was high: I shouted at a slug for about half an hour
3) The New Pope: is catholic
4) I fall asleep easily: When I've been smoking and drinking all day
5) I need more: stability
6) I need less: sleep
7) Public toilets are useful for: underage drinking
8) The United States should change its name to: Land of the um..bullies and silly folk
9) My theme song would be: Joan Jett- Bad reputation...maybe
10) Sometimes I think people: should bloody well get over themselves
11) Prescription drugs are: usually prescribed by doctor and such
12) I think about sex when: I feel like having it I guess
13) The middle finger is most useful: when used abusively
14) The last time I bought a pair of shoes: I had a lot more money than I do now
15) In one month: I shall be a fresher again, and out getting pissed up
16) For the last time: I have accepted being treated like shit
17) The last thing I stole: Toilet roll, from the uni
18) If I won the lotto, the first thing I would buy: One of those globe drinks cabinets and fill it with all different kinds of rum
19) When in Rome: Sit in a nice restraunt, eat good food and drink wine I should think
20) If only I could get rid of:All my evil debt
21) My mum: Doesn't understand the fun to be had in getting drunk
22) When I'm on death row my last meal will be: they shall never catch me to put me on death row
23) The last person who talked to me: Gave me five pounds
24) I mostly use the internet: When I'm bored and have nothing better to do
25) When I'm President: All shall bow before me
26) I most resemble: An ever so slightly better groomed version of my little brother
27) The word I say too much is: Waz
28) Vegas is great for: wasting money
29) Michael Jackson: is odd
30) The Speed Limit means: You aren't mean to drive too fast
31) When I die I want my body: buried under a cairn with some of my belongings
32) If I could go back in time I'd: Get a pirate Galleon and go down in history as the most successfull pirate ever to have sailed the seven seas
33) The last time I said "this sucks": something was probably a bit rubbish
34) You obviously know me well when: You give up commenting on how much I drink
35) Tomorrow I will: Sort my life out
36) I spend too much time: procrastinating
37) The last thing I broke: was my cheast of drawers when I tried to climb up it like a staircase
38) Oh yeah and don't forget: to brush your teeth
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| Monday, August 22nd, 2005
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6:19 pm
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I quit tesco
YUS
Fuckin dancer. I don't care if I've no money.
I've got enough from my bar job to just about live.
AND
Psychology experiments shall get me to GLASGAE pretty soon.
I am mainly going to be reclusive and play scrabble and cludeo an the like with young Julie, But I'm sure I can scrape up the money for a few wee trips to the land of drunkeness.
Can't wait till Uni starts back though, I heavy need to get focussed and sort out my life/brain. Make a bit of progress ya'know. Been standing still for far to long.
Conservation and Forest Ecosystems here I come
an I actually care this time
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| Thursday, August 11th, 2005
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1:53 pm - coolest person in north wales......
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Yesterday I took part in a psychology experiment and they gave me £5 yey.
and even better Simon then randomly turned up at the house.
We went to the pub. It was great. Si was not meant to be drinking, but very soon we were both off our faces and being chatted to by this insane homeless irish guy. Hmm he was a bit scary and very drunk, but he had good chat.
Today I got up and had a muffin and some rum for breakfast. I came over to the computers to see if there are anymore experiments going to fund my drinking. Signed up for three more.
While waiting for response emails from the folk I was reading through old journal entries from last year. Over the last few days I've been thinking that I never used to be a bitter whingey little bitch, but I've been unsure how to go back to that. Well reading all my old entries was helpfull. I had so much fucking fun, and reading them reminded me what I was like. I was the coolest person in north wales. The most punk rockingest person in Bangor and I didn't give a shit if everyone else thought I was a twat.
an you know what
Im still the fucking coolest person in north wales and I don't give a shit, so I shall scurry back to my bottle of rum and bloody well enjoy my day off!!!
current mood:  rejuvenated
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| Friday, August 5th, 2005
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3:43 pm
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I feel I need to write in here as I haven't for so long.
I found my diary and the last entry was 14th February.
I think the last six months of my life may have disappeared from memory forever.
Prolly for the best.
Nadia came down and visited me last weekend cause she is ace and everyone else smells. We had a fun old time even if it was rather traumatic.
Another case of a boy returning to an ex without having the courtesy to tell me.
Story of my fucking life ACTUALLY.
Unfortunately this time I really trusted the guy, It never even crossed my mind he would do such a thing.....yeah great friends we were I'm sure.
Oh well at least I'm being a no-nonsense Skippy this time. Not taking any more of this tripe.
I hate him.
Simple as that.
No excuses
no apologies
no continued friendships
Friends don't lie to and humiliate you and they do not let you break promises you've made to yourself and then disapear in a puff of bastard smoke.
I sound self pitying, but I don't think I am anymore. I'm out on a search for a new well paying job so for the last few weeks before term starts I can troupe about the country visiting friends.
Woo and Hoo
current mood:  determined
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| Friday, May 6th, 2005
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3:41 am - sick
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I feel sick, sick, sick, sick in the pit of my tummy.
Blargh.
Like a big nauseous knot of toxic butterflies
The tripe of all this election stuff really does turn my stomach, as does the tripe that my head yammers on at me all day and the tripe-eness of my stomachs reactions to the tripe-eness of general happenings around me.
Mayhaps I just need a drink
current mood:  sick
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| Tuesday, April 26th, 2005
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4:51 pm - party me thinks
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I'm having folk round to mines on Saturday. Drinks, food, bad chat an the like.
Wonderful!
Tis for my 21st.
As I shall be Welsh again by the actual date.
Come along.
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| Saturday, March 5th, 2005
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8:20 am - I'm up early
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I'm up very early today. I'm going to work. I had to get up early cause I didn't know what time I was working and had to come re-read an e-mail. Turns out it's 10. Unfortunatly I don't think that gives me time for more bed. Hohum. Also it seems I was meant to take them some paper work before now, but hopefully all will be well.
YEY! WORK! I'm gonna get paid! Tis only two days, but is still two days eh? Oh I need another job also. So badly indeed. I owe about £80 to my flat mates, I'm £100 over my limit with the bank and I have £0 for food, fun and getting home.
Must learn to manage money!
Lucy B came to visit me last weekend. It was fun indeed, rather sudden and random, but very fun. We went to a drum and bass night and a party with fire juggling people and also I took her on a tour of bangor. Hill, Pier, High street. Yup
current mood:  sleepy
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| Wednesday, February 16th, 2005
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12:34 pm - Snowy, Northness, drunkness, lent
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Today I got up at 9 and went for a 45 minute swim before my first lecture, yey I'm all good or summit
Was home for the Weekend, well up north for the weekend really and home a few days either side.
Twas very fun met Roy and Keest on thursday and drank cider and had a smoke at Roys.
Went to the art school picking up Danny, Stuart, Katie and er maybe some others on the way. I was pretty wasted, but it was rather fun indeed.
Afterwards I went up to Jacks. I was really drunk and I don't think he was very impressed, although there may have been something verging on concern when he said "Do you not think you've been drinking too much recently" which was interesting. Normally I get rather shirty when people make comment on my Alcohol consumption, but I think I just said "Yeees" then passed out.
I got my C.D back Woo Hoo.
I worry about the boy rather a lot.
Up North was really fun. It was all snowy and nice. The entertainment in the bar was rather wonderful. One night we had Craig Chalmers or some such who was on pop idol! The rest of the time there was this guy who was an absolute comic genius. He was like a kids entertainer from Butlins and just ran and danced and tumbled about like he was proper mental or trippin' or summit. I had to leave at one point cause I was falling off my chair crying with laughter.
Was nice seeing my family, both immediate and all cousins, uncles, aunts etc. I think I definatley get on much better with my Parents and Brothers when we are not at home.
I've decided to give up Cigarettes and Alcohol for lent. I'm also maybe gonna throw in meat, cheese and ice-cream.
I think I have a good chance of sucess, if only because one of the main reasons I'm giving up is that I don't actually have any pennies to buy them with.
Hopefully my next update will detail how I've sorted out my financial and academic problems.
current mood:  awake
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| Tuesday, February 1st, 2005
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2:06 pm - binge-athon
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Ur I feel a need to up date on all thats happening, but my brain in sludge so it may not work.
Main reason for my brain being sludge is after being out 5 nights in a row and then having one night off me and chris decided to have a binge-athon.
No sleep, no water, constant drinking for as long as we could hack it.
Oh it was fun indeed.
We had been in Trash the alternative night thing with a bunch of folk and Chris wanted another drink, but the bar was closed. He was staying at ours anyway so I said "there is plenty booze in my house we can just stay up drinking"
And so stay up drinking we did.
We played Lord of the Rings Chess and drank and listened to Bruce Springsteen and drank and talked about 24 and drank and forgot how to play chess and just threw the pieces at each other. My dads Jack Baur by the way. YUS.
So then everyone got up for lectures and we were very pissed and they seemed a bit disgusted, but at about 11 they came with us to get breakfast and they went to lectures and we went to the yellow pub(I live there a lot), where we spent all day um drinking, smoking, playing the quiz machine playing pool and putting songs on the juke box. Goad I don't know how much money I spent, but it was a lot. For a change of scenery we went up the road to O'Sheas and low and behold they had two Bruce Springsteen albums in the juke box. It was wonderous! After all my money had dissapeared into the machine we decided we should eat something again, called in at Threshers to get a crate of beer and headed home for tea.
Now I was a wee bitty drunk by this point and not really thinking straight and basically jumped down about five steps and into my front door. I thought the door was locked and it would stop my fall.
It wasn't.
I went flying out of it twisting two or three ligaments in my ankle and badly busing my other shin. It hurt. It hurt so much.
I had to continue drinking to numb the pain.
After tea and a few beers headed up to pound a pint in the fridd. It was a very long walk and up a big hill and chris forgot I hurt my ankle and pushed me down other stairs :(
The fridd was shitty so we trekked it back down to O'Sheas to finish our money and head back to the flat for the remaining beers. Aparently I passed out about 11 o'clock. not bad since I'd been in the pub at 4.30 the day before.
My ankle still hurts. Doctor says its cause I keep going out and dancing on it. Should maybe rest. Also my liver I feel needs resting. I really did over do it. More than usual this time.
Still had the hangover when I went to the doctors tho and must of looked pretty bad, plus had the shakes so when I said I felt a little stressed and wanted a note so I didn't have to write my essay he was very obliging. Aparently he wouldn't consider medication for me just yet, but gave me information about counsiling services. Ahahahaha
No work for me.
I'm mental.
YUS.
current mood:  complacent
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| Tuesday, January 18th, 2005
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6:02 pm - Snoozin'
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Wales.
That is where I am.
Again.
What fun. I missed my exams, but I get to do them again at easter.
Um my flat mates are insane - proper broken in the head.
It's a bit tiring, 'specially since they wait till night to be mad.
I spent to much money today.
Bought £70 worth of booze - yey a drinks cabinet I have.
Paid £115 for six months gym membership.
Perhaps I shall get fit.
Or just go swimming sometimes.
I'm going on holiday up north soon.
with all my family, aunts, uncles, cousins an all.
should be fun.
I think I will stop in Glasgow for a day or so.
Need to talk to Jack.
I'm not sure that I really care anymore.
I have a sort of numbness where my excitment & nervousness & giddyness & anger & eh all feelings linked to him used to be.
He wants to talk to me about something though.
something about America I think and he says it needs to be face to face.
I had an email from alternative nation.
Honesty thread update.
Aha.
Surfed about old threads.
What a tit I was.
What a tit everyone was.
What fun.
I want to be like I was when I was 17.
Even if I acted like I was mentally retarded
And was sickeningly sweet.
And was eager to please.
And sort of desperate.
And naive.
I seemed like I was oblivious to all that and having fun.
I'd like to go back to the days of cathouse unders.
For a holiday.
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